The boy sat down between the bear and the husky.
He dropped his head into his hands, doing everything he could to hold back the tears.
His voice crept out from behind his hands, the ghost of a tremble slipping through his words.
“I just don’t get it, why does it have to end like this?”
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Buck and I made our way north, passing wide open ranch lands and fleeting townships that littered the backroad highways of western Texas. We passed an incomprehensible number of pick-up trucks (and by that I mean they passed us). They zoomed past; new trucks with engines that let out a primal roar full of horsepower and authority. Meanwhile Bucket’s engine made the van equivalent of congested nasal breathing as we waddled upwards through the Lone Star State.
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They had died today. That crew of women and men, our last hopes, our last shelter from the coming storming.
We figured, screw it. Let’s celebrate their lives. Let’s have an Irish Wake.
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Deep, down in southwest Texas lies an area of land full of challenges; almost from the moment I entered its borders I was tested; emotionally, physically and mentally. This place, which appears to be just a small blip on maps of Texas, feels incredibly vast and intimidating when one is there. A swathe of desert plains surround mountains in the same vain as Saturn is encompassed by its rings. A land of extremes in both temperature and climate, Thermometers can easily read over 100 degrees as early as spring. It’s a dry heat, not an ounce of moisture in the air while the sun relentlessly leers down at you. The entire park is contained within the Chihuahuan Desert, the largest desert in North America. The Chihuahuan truly feels boundless. That is, until the southern most mountain range in the contiguous U.S. leaps out of the horizon, the Chisos mountains. This land, that borders two countries and lies at a crossroads of mountains and desert, was a place that would test me. A land that would leave me in awe of its beauty and respectful (and paranoid) of its dangers. This land was Big Bend National Park, a place that would serve as a sort of turning point on my journey. A prologue to what the rest of my journey would become as I moved on, between two oceans, across states and ever changing landscapes. As I made my way through these chapters in the great expedition we like to call life.
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Letting Go
It’s insane.
How can you possibly be expected to completely forget everything you’ve learned about a person after months and months of spending time together. All the little quirks, the things they would say, the things they didn’t need to, all those good qualities. And of course you only focus on the good qualities.
Mountains: A Love Letter
There’s no feeling quite like that of cresting the top of a mountain; seeing the horizon and lands that lay thousands of miles below.
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The same full moon that blossomed over Black Mesa in Oklahoma continued to shine down on Bucket and I while we made our way west, crossing the border and diving into New Mexico.
A mentally taxing four hour drive took me through uninhabited deserts where one or two small towns stood out like islands amidst the sea. Hours into the drive my patience began reaching critically low levels.
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I swung my duffel bag to my other hand. My right calf was sore as the bag caromed into it with each stride I took. The rubber corner bitting into my tissues.
I looked down at the map that I had printed out before I left which felt like a very long time ago. I used the dim lighting of a closed down shop to confirm I was headed the right way.
I followed the river, my eyes adjusting to the dark, I began to take account of my surroundings.
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Mississippi had rattled me a bit with its shady parking lots and challenges to my long held hiking-convictions. I was not exactly broken up about getting the heck out of there. Coincidentally, I had recently learned of the adage “Thank God for Mississippi,” which alludes to when people rank the states. Apparently, the phrase is uttered by low ranking states who might be lower…but “Thank God for Mississippi”. There’s even a wikipedia page for it, which is where I learned the word “adage” in the first place; check it out.
I hoped you enjoyed that little tangent because there’s about 12 more waiting for you in this post.
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Bears.
It had to be bears.
There were two of them. Massive. With teeth like daggers. Their eyes were crimson, a sure sign they were inflicted with the Malady. Flecks of foam drifted down from the corners of their open mouths.
The bear to her right suddenly reared up on two it’s hind legs, letting out a deep threatening moan. It was an evil sound, something you’d expect to hear at midnight in a cemetery.
Gwen took a step back, attempting to keep both behemoths in sight.
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It had been a long goddamn day and it just wouldn’t end.
Ted had been up and on the road before the sun made its first appearance that day. Hours and miles had blended together as he tackled the full-day drive back home. The weekend away with the lads was worth it, but an entire day in a car could be as mentally fatiguing as standardized testing.
“Should have flown,” he mumbled to himself for the 40th time that day.
He looked over jealously as the sun sank below the horizon. Its day ending while his slogged on. Luckily home wasn’t such a far off hope anymore. It drew ever closer.
It wasn’t until most of the sky had darkened to a navy blue that he first saw it. The shadow.
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